Wednesday, March 16, 2011

Distorted Emotions :(

I feel like screaming out my pain.. :(
Its been too painful lately..:(
I've been facing rejections by friends..
And the scars he left me has not healed yet..
Longing to be with him and get things back right where they were...

Nothings been the same..
Everythings so different now.. :(
My heart is aching and breaking..
I just need someone to cheer me up, encourage me and be with me through my painful times..
I've lost peace..
I cant sleep, I cant eat, Im hopeless.. :(
My nights are getting colder and colder..

Sitting alone here in my room..
Thinking about the good times..
I wish i had it all back..
My parents are not here with me..
Im alone in this foreign land with no one..

Everyones wound is healing..
But mine is gushing..:(
Its too painful for me to bear it all alone..

So im writing this hoping me pain may ease a little.
Or maybe I'm just a mistake of life..






my endless suffering,
Jessica..

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