The feeling of being in love is so intense that it feels like it will last forever. And now the feeling of betrayed is so intense and it hurts like hell that it may take years to heal or probably never. Thats how you have left me broken.
you always said you loved me. you always said you cared for me. that you would always be there for me. truth is you were never there. through all those endless night, you could never stop me from crying instead you made me cry all the more.
My heart tore and you just walked away. You would have found a replacement but im as dead as im without you. My happiness went up in smoke. Everything looked gray..
Did you actually love me.?? or were you just another one to hurt me .. honestly, im already dead on the inside.. I thought you would never leave me.. now i wish i could just die... My entire world has fallen apart because of you. My mind overflows of memories of you.
I am just so tired of wanting you when i knw i can never have you.. i am tired of hoping aimlessly for you.. i hate the fact tat i gave you something i can never have back - MY HEART !!
funny though how u never once said sorry for hurting me, for breaking me .. for not loving me.
i want to run, i want to hide..from all the pain he caused inside..i want to start over, i want to feel free..but this pain will never let me be.. he doesnt love me and he never will..he will never care how i feel.. :((
baby i guess it was never meant to be.. i miss wat we used to be.. cant you see tat im dying.. i hv spent all my lonely night crying..my heart seems to shatter further everytime ur name crosses my mind.. i wish i could make you see how much you meant to me.. i was just an innocent , stupid girl to fall in love with you..
i was only made to realise tat you needed her more then anything else in ur life.. :((
Sunday, December 11, 2011
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