im 20 going on 21! and in no time i wil be 21, off on my own! now, tats by law you see. so for gods sake, please stop controlling my life! i am NO LONGER a kid , damn it ! realise that!
Next,
here, im trying by level best to be truthful to you, but thanks to you who will not let me. nevermind, God wil forgive. Just so you know, things will have no choice but to happen behind your back. dont blame me, im bloody innocent !
Apparently,
i know what im doing is right. so your approval isnt needed. i do what i like and tat is out of your concern. if i turn to you, then i may be in need of your help and on the contrary if i dont, it only means your help is not needed AT ALL! u hear me?
Besides,
i wanna confess that i seriously hate the way im being treated right now. i have a life on my own. and u freaking stay away from me. i never like you intruding into my personal life! why? because its personal, you fool.
Nevertheless,
i will still obey you not because i dont have a choice but im thought to do so. BUT , that doesnt mean i have to give in to each and everything you say. our minds and thoughts do not match , so yeah, face FACT!
Last but not least,
you only say this is just mere friendship , but then why do you say if you really LOVE him you must kneel and pray for him. you are only contradicting your 1st statement made which is of no sense.
Post script,
you old people are merely of no sense at all to me.
With Heartaches and Misery,
Jessica.
