Discussion Buddies !!

The hardest thing to do right now in my life is to wake up early in the morning and go for class... its freaking hard and irritating!!! but i hv no choice but to get my ass out of bed and go for class because 'theres no cheating in attendance list when it comes to discussion time' LOL !!

So yeah, as usual, i had to force myself out of bed this morning... took a quick shower, got dressed up, no breakfast and off i went for classes. I went into my discussion room and sat down... Thank God, the lecturer was not in yet coz i am always late... however, my discussion buddies is kinda fun...and tats wat that keeps my group interesting... thanks to Losine, Izzul, Yoges and Vinoth... you guys are simply my most awesome'est discussion buddies...

While waiting for the lecturer, we were talking nonsense ... wat wud my 21st birthday party be like?? i was like...erm, i wud hv a fun one and all my buddies wud be invited... maybe it wud be in the bar... hahah.... The damn lecturer nvr came. Hw frustrating it was! i cud hv spent my precious time sleeping at home.. DAMN!

Then, at 10am was the normal lectures..As usual, BORRRRRRRRRIIIIIIIIIIIIIINNNNNNNNGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!! somhow i just forced myself to concentrate and prevented my mind from swaying idle.. thank god, the class ended early.. i suppose god answered my prayers... Amen!!

Now im back home, blogging, and my bed is calling me....it wants to seduce me i guess.. Bed, im coming for you now... muahxxx... Good nights....zzZZZzzzzZzz....

Papa, I Love You

This story is dedicated specially to my dad...

I thank God for giving me such a wonderful dad.. and i am so happy to be his little girl...and i will always be my dad's little girl despite my growing age. Dad, I Love You are three words thats on my mind right now... i hv been thinking of you the whole day and i miss you...

Today i just realized just how much of sacrifices you hv made to bring me this far... Dad, ur my unique handsome daddy that God has given me and although sometimes i hv been ur naughty little girl, but somehow i want u to knw that i nvr ever meant to dissapoint you and make u sad in any way...

I hear so many stories of young children losing their dad at young age.. and i imagine hw wud life be without a dad in the family... it hurts me a lot and sometimes i feel so helpless and there's just about nothing i can do but to shed tears for those unlucky kids. the recent events of hearing many kids losing their dad has caused such a great impact on my life. Dad, hw i wish u were here. I need a hug from you.

I still remember and think of all the sacrifices u did just to bring me thus far. when i was in upper secondary , u were willing to take up a hse just for me so tat i wud nt hv to travel far tat wud only cause me tiredness... instead, u took the pain by travelling every single day... i still remember the nites tat u wud come back late from work, despite the tiredness and exaustion , u wud still stay up wit me to teach me add maths and physics... u were my best physics and add maths teacher... i still remember the knockings i used to get from u when i am nt able to ans the add maths questions...

Papa, i still remember the advices u used to give me abt relationships in the car when u wud pick me up from school...u used to tell me that i was too young to be in a relationship...yes, i agreed wit u at that point of time.. nw, i'm gonna be 20. Am i still too young to be in a relationship?

Dad, u love mummy even though sometimes she can be very irritating... u hv given me a perfect family and i am so lucky to be born in this family... Dad, u are a perfect example on hw a dad should be. A dad without any flaws...

Now im in a foreign country... i promise you dad, that i will become a successful doctor one day. I will marry the guy u choose coz i knw u wil choose the perfect n right guy for me. i will make u proud and i wud nvr wanna see u sad for any reason...

sincerely written by,

Jessica

Strange Events

hahahaha...i just wanna laugh out loud ( LOL ) !!!

These strange events are awkwardly strange. And its all happening one after another. Pure weirdness, tats all i can say! its concerning abt my 3 dumb and useless ex's i had! yesterday, all of a sudden my 3rd ex came back all of a sudden , asking abt me to my fren, saying stuffs tat he misses me and he regret wat he did to me...he adds me on fb again, thinking of reconnecting with me back...he did tell me during the break up tat he'll come back to me after a year and nw its gonna be a year ever since we broke up and maybe he wants me back. huh, maybe his feelings for me nvr really died...he did keep his promise after all...i suppose the memories and the things we did together kept him going....

then again, my 1st bf , all of a sudden , resurrected from the dead i guess, started a chat wit me last nite.. he did give me a shock, YEAH! i thought he forgot me but seems like NO!! i was his 1st ever girl he fell in love wit, vice versa. and maybe thats why he is still single until now..Gosh, it has been yrs since we parted , and yet he has not moved on.... sometimes, i still wonder wat went wrong between us...he was a perfect guy wit no flaws..a christian guy some more who truly cared for me... it all started in a youth camp...haizzz...memories, memories, memories.... maybe i was too young at tat point of time, only 13....so yeah, i just didnt knw hw to handle a relationship....nt my fault!!

now the 3rd event is extremely strange! this is concerning my 2nd exbf! LOL! he was one asshole that i hated most... 2days ago, he wanted to start a video cal wit me in YM! i was so shock and i ignored his cal.. he is one bastard i truly hate... i hated him more then i actually loved him. memories of him only disgusts me !! ah, i hate him so much..and i so wish him dead!

i seriously hv no idea wat these three dumb asses are up too....but one thing's for sure, they lost in this game of love and there's no turning back, no 2nd chances!!

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the girl gives him her heart....its fragile and she trust him tat he will handle it wit care..

he crashes it...

its broken, shattered into a million pieces...

and then he says this to her...

"eh, it was worthless anyways"

he turns his back and walks away from her...

she cries all alone as the pain is too intense to bear..