He's Breaking My Heart

How could you say you love somebody so much..
Then break their hearts..??

If life was a dream, you would be here right now with me hand in hand.. But life isnt a dream. That's why you had to leave. If life was a dream, no tears would fall from my eyes. But life isnt a dream. That's why my tears had to fall. If life was a dream, pain would not exist. But life isnt a dream. Ans that's why im hurting and you can barely feel me.

And therefore I'll pretend that...
You have always been there for me everyday of the year..
You wiped away my tears..
You made me feel special...

For this past a year and a half there has been no one else.. I feel like breaking down and I cant help myself. My feelings are broken. There's nothing left in me to balance out the pain. There's too many holes on the inside.. I keep trying to understand why you had to leave..This all doesnt make any sense to me.

The inner confusion is torturing me. If only you could see me again just once before i leave. Because I dont know about you but its been hard on me. If only i could explain so that it could be understood.