Think again.

Dear stupid guys , Here's something for your stupid brains to ponder upon..

You blame her for being jealous of all the other girls you talk to.. you tell her they are all just frens but yet she still worries and shes afraid to lose you.. Do you ever wonder why... Because dont forget , you and her started off as friends too but just look at where you guys are now.., together as boyfriend and girlfriend... You guys became more then friends after being just friends so in her mind, its possible for that other friend of yours to come along and you might start like that friend the same way you started liking you're girl now..

Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice, but falling in love with you was beyond my control.

Today something inspired me to look at life and love differently..Its been a wile since my last post. Writing has become my way to express my inner emotions sometimes i cant express out freely..Today i realized true love will never return you void.
Throughout my entire freaking life, i have put other peoples concern and opinion above mine.. And in the process I lost myself..I lost the love of my life..
True Love is like a ghost, everybody talks about it but only a few has seen it, I had been in a relationship with this guy for 3 years. However, my relationship had its turn and it ended.. Every now and then my heart wonders back in time thinking out us, the feelings that never ended although the rship did..
It seems like only yesterday, you were making promises to me that i was the one, can you even remember the girl you fell in love with in 2010..
Sometimes it catches me by surprise hw my heart aches recalling the past.. But it doesnt mean i wouldnt wanna do it all over again...
 My patience has no end when it comes to loving you..If two people were ever meant to be, its me and you.

Is it You

Im looking for a lover not a friend..
Somebody who can be there when i need someone to talk to
Im looking for someone who wont pretend..
Somebody not afraid to say the way they feel about you..
And im looking for someone who understands how i feel
someone who can keep me real and who knows always
I like it to have you in my way
And im looking for someone who takes me there
wants to share, shows he cares...
Im looking for someone to share my pain
someone whom i can run to, who would stay with me when it rains
someone whom i can cry with through the night
someone whom i can trust..
Is it You...

My story

Hi , my name is Jessica and my story is abt my broken heart. Its the story of me and the guy i dated for 3 years. I loved him for so long , opened my heart and welcomed him into my life, he was also the first guy i brought home to meet my parents.
Those were the times he looked me in the eye and said he loved me, he would never give up on us. Today i realized it was all a lie. I was strong for so long, I never cried but today he is there thinking about another girl and there was no more us. It hurts so deep, it cuts like a knife.