Saturday, August 25, 2012

JUMP 2 experience

I had no idea what was this JUMP  2 all about. I received an invitation via fb one day inviting me to this event. I merely took this oppurtunity to go galavanting and lepaking with my bf. So i thought. But then i was so wrong. It was truly a life changing experience. I had been a christian 22 years of my life. Born into a christian home, raised by a christian family. But till today, i have never experienced Jesus in my life. In my younger days, i read the bible and prayed out of habit, not because i wanted to. It was like a 'rule' living as a christian. I had no experience of God or whatsoever in my life. In my youth, ever since i started my journey as to become a doctor, i drifted very far from God. There was a time in my life, my lowest point actually , May 3rd, 2012, i cursed God and said he didnt exist. My soul was already dead by then. There were many parts of my life, when i hear the devil tells me that im doomed for hell and my life is screwed. And the devil reminds me daily that im a sinner and im doomed for hell. I only focused on my studies and nothing else mattered. I never received any blessing in my life.
Today, during the JUMP 2 concert, i literally heard God speaking to me. He told me two things. 1st , my sins are all forgiven and 2nd, my name is written in the book of Life.. i was overjoyed when i heard that. Tears was already flowing, it was tears of joy.. God has not forgotten me yet although i have sin and sinned and sinned. I asked God to change my life. In faith i knw my life will never be the same again.. Im looking forward to live a life which pleases God.. Thank you Jesus.. Today i realised, Jesus has never failed me.. :)

Friday, August 17, 2012

I Want My Prince

Girl : I'm having my operation now. I love you.
the girl lays on operation bed. boy stands there with wattery eyes without saying I love you too. girl finishes heart transplant, the boy is gone.
Girl : Nurse, where is he?
Nurse : they didnt tell you whos heart they gave you?
the nurse gave the girl a note which read " i told you it was always yours.."..
awww...this story is heartbreaking...



Wednesday, August 15, 2012

Me WEIGHT ..

Ever since the break up in May, i have been so bloody depressed and i've been losing weight, tremendously. I was 45kg back then, now only 38kg. My BMI is way below underweight   , only 13.3.

Here's to those idiots who doesnt knw how to interprete BMI yet.
 Interpreting Your BMI
BMIWeight Category
Under 18.5Underweight
18.5- 24.9Healthy Weight
25 - 29.9Overweight
30 or overObese

Hence , from today onwards, im not putting my happiness in the hands of others. I do what i like, I do what i want to keep me contented and happy. Cheers to the new me !! 

p/s : where sadness and misery no longer exist in my life. :)