A TRUE STORY ABOUT A GIRLS LIFE..

This is a true story about a girls life..its complicated..full of misery, heartaches and dissappoinments...

There was this girl by the name of Jaqueline... She was only 13 when she met this guy... He was 16...Back in july 2003 when he stepped into her life.. He liked her very much. Secretly, she liked him too.. Things between them went on pretty well and soon their friendship developed into 'love'.. ( i call it the evil grasp that starts with a kiss and ends with rivers of tears ) ...

The 1st thing she would do once she got home from school was to call him... And she would hang on the phone for hours with him.. They were so deeply in love.. He told her he loved her and she was the one he was looking for. Neither of them could sleep, texting and talking over the phone constantly. It was a distant relationship.. Soon her parents came to know about their relationship and things got complicated between them... Finally , he opted for a break up... The girl was too young to decide anything... She was left broken, her heart bled to death..

Two years passed.. Life went on as usual..

She got back on her feet and that's when she fell in love again.. This again did not last..It was screwed, awful and disgusting!! She gave up on love...

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A new year begun ( 2008 )...

Jaqueline completed her SPM... and opted to pursue her higher learning in this college which was situated rather far from her hometown.. Life in college was rather monotonous and dull.. Friends came and went..

One day, she bumped into this guy (by chance) .. He was tall, real tall!! She found him rather cute and nice to talk to.. Soon they became friends, close friends.. A week later, he proposed!! fast isnt it?? She was head over heels in love with him.. Every morning he would buy her breakfast.. even in class , they could not get their eyes off each other!!... They were so in love..

He would sacrifice anything in the world just to see her happy.. He even quit smoking and drinking just for his girl..

They would hold hands and talk for hours... get lost in their own world of love... they would kiss for hours... people used to say "let them be the perfect couple of the year" and of course years to come...

he was all she could ever think about..

everyday, all day!!

his smile

his eyes

his lips

his hands

his eyes gives her butterflies

those lips-she could die for a kiss

she would do anything in the world just to see him...just to be with him..

She completed her pre-u ... and she moved back to her hometown.. That's when things started to go complicated between them.. Nevertheless, she would make time to meet him up once in awile.. In their coming months of relationship, there were many fights and misunderstandings... Thats when the most cruel thing happened- BREAK UP!!!!

She loved him so true-now so painful... Yet, he ignored her..He moved on... He broke her heart yet she loved him with all the little pieces...

Her nights were so cold and lonely... She would cry asking these to herself...why did i ever fall for you? why did things change? how can you not feel my pain? when will you ever realise what have you done to me...???

In the depths of her lonely soul, a lone arrow pierces through her heart..The lessons made in her life sends her down the road of grief!! She is something undescribable with her heart bleeding, she's willing to give it to anyone promising of healing.. so damage she is, she shuts herself away, the cold , the darkness forever at play..

She came to a conclusion:

LOVE IS WICKED!!

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LOVE HURTS!!

now she's going crazy.. she trust no one... Guys are like jerks!!

she's lonely, confused and hurt... guys: not worth it!! with love comes hate and anger, its a war , a battlefield!!