im writing this down to relate how exactly i feel... the feeling is horribly awful...
the evil one entered me the moment i stepped my feet in KL... well i came here for only one reason.. to see him...but things dont seem to be working out.. it hurts badly... so i decided to relax myself .. beer was my choice!! but i didnt like it at all.. felt like throwing it down the drain.. i hated it!
then me and my cousins decided to take it to the next level.. this time black label was our choice.. we started..initially, the feeling was awesome.. obviously the pain subsided.. i 4got abt every single painful memory.. i just loved the feeling so very much.. i was talking crap.. all i can remember saying was "i'm gonna marry Shireen"... i have no idea why the hell i was saying that..coz im not a les!! besides, she is my cousin!! it would be a total disgrace to the family if that were to actually happen!!! wtf!! i was drunk!
i fell into a deep sleep... no dreams, no nightmares!! what a perfect nite!! but it only lasted 4 awile.. coz i was puking my life away after that.. my head felt heavy, my stomach was aching so badly.. i hated the after effects!! it was bad..i took almost 24 hrs to recover!! never wil i wanna go thru the same thing ever again..coz i suffer more!! and the satisfaction is only temporary!!
good girl gone bad,
Jessica
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