its killing me!!!!!!!! i cant take this anymore!!!!!!! someone murder me pleaseeeeeeeeeeee!!!
i cant do what i want!!!!! im like a helpless soul gasping 4 breath!!!! i wanna go back to malang!!! though its stressful, im happy to be constantly occupied!!! here, im just sitting, swaying idle, thinking abt stuffs tat is nt suppose to be thought of!!! wtf is wrong wit u ppl!!!!!!!! im so bloody pissed off!! life sucks like a piece of shit!!!
Come on Mr Time, move faster!! move faster im tellin u!!! im gonna blast anytime!!! the volcano is gonna erupt within me!!!!!!!!!! full of anger and frustration!!!!!!!!!!!! no one understands how i feel!!!!!!!!! fuck it!!!!
Back there....the weather is so cold..so romantic below the blue sky!!! here, i hv to be stucked up between the four walls in order 4 the bloody air-cond to be on!!!! its pure shit!!! i had RM 750 wit me -my christmas collection!! and so stoooooooooooopidly i gv all to my dad!! nw the only currency i hv is in rupiah!!! wat the heck am i suppose to do wit rupiah??? i hv no access to my bank account!! God knows hw many thousands i hv in there!!!
im going mad!!! im losing control!!! plz , i need help!!! save me from this misery!!! i wanna die fast!!!
cry of the soul,
written by,
Jessica
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