When you stop believing in love because of a broken heart, its often hard to start over without having remnants from the past. However, when you meet someone that pulls at your heart strings and knows you better then yourself, you start to question where were you and where you are heading...
After being hurt for a a very long time, I just didnt know how to love again... I didnt want to love again.. He was my friend and we were friends for a long time.. And now im falling for him.. Im writing this because he showed me happiness and laughter in the phase of misery..
Honestly, i had shut the door to my heart, I didnt wanna let anyone in anymore.. I had trusted and loved only to be hurt. I locked the door to my heart and tossed the key hard and as far as i could..
Then he came into my life and changed my mind.. He showed me what was possible when it seemed so hard at first.. He was always there when i needed comfort..He knew my pain..He saw right through my heart that i was broken...He patiently listened to me and sometimes i would just vent my anger on him..
When he confessed exactly how he felt about me... i realised that some people just love you for who you are.. Ever since then, i have been holding my heart not to break in his presence. I couldnt afford to lose this friendship.. But lately, i caught myself swimming in his eyes , so lost in his presence...I was already replacing friendship with love...
I cannot be myself around him anymore.. I cannot love completely with this broken heart... Im so lost and i dont knw what to do.. I just cant stop thinking about you..
Sincerely,
Jessica
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