Confession

I have been a slave to Love for the past 35 months.. I was tied up in chains and there was no escape..Finally, i managed to break free... You were the boy who made me feel loved but that was prior before everything got so screwed up. My happiness with you became a temporary feeling. I had been making excuses for you for the past 35 months thinking you were the perfect one..But now its all bullshit.

I cant revolve around my life around someone who im just an option to. I have learnt throughout all of this, i may not be as mature but im sure as hell deserve better then you.
This guy came into my life when me and my ex started drifting apart till we broke up. This guy is hot, tall and sweet .. a charm..I felt so taken for granted and under appreciated when i was with my ex..But now i have someone who treats me like a princess.  I feel so free and confident..

Someone once told me, he is not worth your time and your tears. Why should you spend your time sitting at home bawling your eyes out wondering where he is and who is he with. Do you honestly think he is thinking about you. Of course NO. The fact that he is falling in and out of love with other girls. Screw him and his girlfriend. When he finally sees you with some other guy whos not him , your boyfriend holding you so close, the girl of his dreams. He will realise the huge mistake when he let you go. So dont go on spending your nights waiting for that one phone call you know your never gonna get. Or that IM he will never send because he likes to ignore you.. He pretends not to see you online because he know its gonna affect you. It will hurt when you see her name in his profile and how much he is in love with her. Knowing youre not the girl who makes him smile. Knowing your not the face on his background of his phone anymore. Knowing he has already deleted the albums of pictures of you. Sooner you will realise that he is no longer is the person you'll call when your upset. You will also realise he is no longer the one who puts a smile on your face. And finally you'll realise your heart no longer belongs to him but someone elses..


Confession of the heart,
Jessica.