Confusion Triggers

I have a boyfriend at this moment, and we are more than 6 months already. Earlier days, I am very confident that he is not like some other guys who are born cheaters. I trust him a lot !! I love him and will love him forever.

but things are just not right between us these days. friends are his obsession! they are 1st. I cried and cried alot. it still hurts. i want to be his perfect girlfriend but i am failing.

last night, i was losing my mind. literally going insane. i was insulted and critisized in public. i cant move on... i want to break up but i cant. i am tied! The thought that I’ll be moving with my life without his care, and my heart torn into pieces. its bleeding...

i am weak.. i really am. i am hopeless and helpless...

it still hurts and hurting pain is wat kills me... i am going mentally ill and i hv no peace. i hv no one to turn to. i am alone..

time will heal..

For now, I am praying that God will give me enough strength and ease the pain.