Tuesday, July 6, 2010

7th July 2010

you hv the power to hurt me.
you hv the power to kill me on the inside.
you hv the power to rip my heart into two and watch it bleed...
you hv the power to hold my heart in ur hands and stab it til it dies...

no matter hw intensely loved me, i just knew u were gonna hurt me real bad someday..
and...
2day is the day...
congrats, u succeded....

Many a time love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss and ends with a teardrop.
but as for me....
our love faded to a point where he didnt want me anymore....
he decided to leave me ....

The pain i feel inside of me now is so intense..
i dont blame you for the pain...
its not ur fault sweetheart....
yes im hurt and im crying...
and there's a question to be answered..'why?'

you dont see my pain, dont you?
you dont feel my pain, dont you?
u just wanted to leave me 2nite...
wat abt the promises u made to me?
all the hopes u gv?

i often wonder wat went thru ur mind wen u was abt to do such a thing..
u were just so selfish..
u just wanted to end ur pain...
did u think abt ur family, ur loved ones?
did u even think of me and hw wud my life be without you? did you?
ans me b, u just dont love me anymore, dont you?

i am sitting here and crying...
asking myself this question..'why did u do it 2nite'
why b why?? it hurts b... im so hurt..
inside is bleeding....why wont u come comfort me??

i am living thru this hurt every single day of my life.
i need you b to ease this pain..its too intense...
the wound u caused tonight is too deep....

why did u behave so good to me when at the end of the day, u were gonna be rude?
why did u promise me ur life when u were gonna take it away from me 2nite?
why do u act so smart wen all in fact u were a retard.
why cant u see the pieces of my heart tat u hv shattered it on the ground?
why cant u feel my pain?
tears fell like raindrops 2day and hurt is all over my veins.

why did u wanted to leave me tonight?
i hv no hope but only tears tat drop...

i think of every lie tat u hv said...
u said u wanted to spend ur whole life with me.
u said u wanted to hv a family wit me..
u said u wanted to make cute cute babies wit me...
but the truth is, u didnt want...
u just wanted to see me bleed...

i gv u my heart, i gv u my soul..
i gv u every emotion of mine tat i cant control..
i am so caught up in all ur lies....
u wanted to leave me 2nite, tats the truth.

the damage u hv caused me, was fun for u..
the hurt u caused me, was hapiness and pleassure for u...
the only truth u ever told, i was something to let go.

you stole my heart...
please return in back...
those love words u told me, seems like it has lost its meaning.
you dont und wat it is like to be me.
all u cared for is for ur hapiness to grow...
i hv scars of u in my heart.
i hv no strength to carry on... i am like a wounded soldier...
i am in need of help.

how could u say u love me
but all u wanted to do is leave me 2nite
how cud u say u care
if ur nt gonna stay wit me til the end?
i wish it always rain
so u could nt see the hurt, pain and tears u gv me tonight
i cant find someone else like you.
all i want is you.
all i need is you...
love hurts...

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