I Need Someone..

i need someone here beside me... i need to hug someone so badly... my soul is being tortured every single nite... and the pain kills me slowly... i have lost my mind...i am helpless .... i never knew i could miss someone so much till it hurts... why must i go through all this over and over again... i see happy people all around me... at times my soul turns cold and black... and all i can do is to sit in a lonely place all alone and wipe those flowing tears away...