Just about Everything

Im writing almost about anything, everything..

To me, it has been sleepless nights, endless thoughts disturbing my mind.. to top it all off, i have my thesis going on.. well, i have completed til chapter 4 which still needs to be revised again and again and i wil never know when it will end. my both doctors arent really bad though ..but i still prefer a more easy go one. I have no idea how to start off chapter 5. i have to deal with a whole load of experiment , at the same time i dont wanna sacrifice my holidays just to play with some aedes and pandan leaves. hell no way!
Im enjoying malaysian food almost every other day although im still here.. amazing isnt it. expensive though but worth it. now , tats no longer an excuse for me to run home unless i miss my family and my dog.
The weather has been incredibly hot these past few days. and i have been indulging myself in ice cold water but still it isnt helping. I wud be sweating it out moments later.
My study materials has been piling up and i cud care no less about it. Im not saying im lazy but people out there are enjoying parties in their youthful years and here i am dating and sleeping with piles of books. insanity !! I have wasted my teen years and in hell no way my twenties are going out the window as well. People dont stay that young for too long and im no exception.
Im desiring to go on a holiday basis. take a time out and just relax, free from stress. Enjoying sitting by the beach, enjoying the cold breeze and maybe perhaps a cold drink with an OH group by its molecule ..
Figuratively people are getting more old and boring around me. Like seriously, dont they have a life. Come on, we are not living in the 50's anymore. grow up, Evolve !
Right now, im just starring at the black ink. I knw, its pathetic. but i cannot find anything that interest me more than that at the moment. screw life.