i wish i could numb my emotions just for a moment , to see what life has to offer me..
those people you think you could count on suddenly become strangers to you..
you feel unexisted.. i feel unexisted..
all i can think of now is my mom.. i just wanna be with her..
she loves me and i love her too..
i need a break from all this mess, find myself , figure out whats going on..
my emotions are currently like tsunami waves hitting my heart... i wonder when it would all be over.. coz i can no longer take the pain i feel inside..
the thought of alcohol and drugs sometimes creeps into my mind and steal away my thoughts ... but NO...
i dont wanna lose myself in the process for temporary satisfaction..
Im only a little girl living in this little word... i have no idea whats life offering me now, but i knw the waves will eventually subside... strength is needed but im losing it...
...and i dont know how much longer i can hold on to the shore...
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