My Year in 2010

00:05am, i landed in Malaysia... phew, finally i smell home... it had been a long and stressful month before i could grasp peacefulness again... heart rejoices, off to church with familia.. wonderful service to start the year..

11^th jan, my heart was given away again..how brave i was.. a perfect stranger! Life was good after that.. 21^st feb, i fell back from heaven to hell.. damn, the feeling was disgusting.. i was so lost in class, so lost in love.. L and parasite was the subject i hated most followed by microbiology.. i can nvr digest it till this very day...

Results were super sucky and i was least bothered.. accompanied by fights which was my deal meal.. march 24^th, my sweetheart left home, left me shattered with some unknown strangers, how lonely i was from then onwards my life took a 180 degree turn.. my world was my beautiful four walls, i found peace in it..my century, there it was...

12^th june, i eagerly waited... i was in paradise... the love of my heart, i missed him oh so crazy.. he was my sweetheart, my best mate, my best buddy, a frend i will never wanna lose.. finals clashed, somehow i coped.. baksoswil iv ismki was a total torture.. 4 days were like four years..

14^th july, i was back in heaven to be with my familia once again.. and this time, i nvr wanted to return.. my bed was true heaven, mummy’s cooking was all i craved for.. i realised , i had missed home so dearly.. 18^th august, i knew i was abt to face my enemies once again. This time i had decided to move away from dispute.

Musculoskeleton was a nightmare.. how i ran to the lab every second i had the chance.. my nights, were all abt bones and bones only it was.. the thought of 9sks down the drain sent shivers down my spine.. hw evil it was..!! juniors came. It took me back down memory lane when i came as a junior and obstacles i went through..it was hard..

I was counting my days to go back to my motherland.. so it came, 3^rd September.. i was once again in paradise.. a lot of things had happened within the days, and so i needed a break from all of it.. i did soul searching.. and things were nvr to be the same again.. 22^nd September, i moved out..i was to live with these housemates, 4 legged creatures and so peaceful it was.. happiness filled my soul once again..

I was looking forward for 29^th oct.. so it came.. i was the happiest girl ever.. and i remembered he was the best for me.. i missed him dearly over the past few months.. the moments i had can nvr be forgotten.. and memories of me and you lingers on.. i realised i am only beautiful because you loved me sincerely..

Loneliness striked again on the 21^st November.. i nvr wanted it to come to an end.. i swear my heart cried.. how painful it was.. i had to be strong . i faced every day after that with strength.. my friends were my pillars... some stood my be and i always had someone to lean on.. exams came and went.. its all part and parcel of a medical students life..

Now, i am in the face of my finals ..and looking forward for the 23^rd of December.. to celebrate the birth of Jesus Christ and to be with my loved ones once again..