BETRAYED FRIENDSHIP...

i write this poem down as there is a time in my life where i was faced with the reality that people are not who they seem to be... Specifically this poem reflects a particular friend that i had been so close but now so far... A person who caused a lot of heartache for me... Our friendship can never be mended after what you have said and after what you have done to me...

YOU ARE THE FRIEND WHO WAS NEVER A FRIEND...!!!!

Do you still remember?

when it was just me and you...

we trusted each other with anything...

the best that friends could be..

The bad times came and went...

we went through them strong...

u gave me ur shoulder to lean on...

u made me 4get my pain...

your relationship with me turned sexual...

everything u say and do disgust me...

i only wanted to be your good friend..

but you wanted more then that...

you very well knew i was taken..

yet u say stuffs to trigger my emotions...

And then i started drinking..

i didnt treat you like i should..

i thought you would understand me..

instead you misunderstood me...

depression then over took me...

coz u always begged me to be single...

u said my love for him isnt true...

and that u wanted me to go through another break up...

you said you wanted to kiss..

but i know ur thoughts are not right...

so how can i still be your friend..

you ruined everything...

it hurts as i think ...

and it bleeds as i care...

Now i hv to tell you whats on my mind...

i do not trust you at all...

and i would never wanna be anywhere near you anymore...

i would only stay sincere and faithful to only one person...

and you very well knew that i had always loved him with all my heart..

because of you...

i have hurt him...

because of you...

i have caused him pain...

and now the damaged done cannot be repaired...

because of you...

i have no courage to face him...

because of you...

i have sleepless nites...

because of you...

i feel like a fool...

because of you...

i blame myself for everything...

but i will never shed a single drop of tears for you...

all because : YOUR NOT WORTH ANYTHING TO ME ANYMORE...